I feel like a LAG in life.

It drives me crazy when people use poker terminology to analyze real life.......but......the question I keep asking myself over and over about parts of my life...should I fold?

I mean.....I have a pair, but not so proud of my kicker.  And I keep betting it, like its the nuts.

And I think, that after the river, I'm going to have to showdown, and when I show my kicker I'm going to look like a fool.  

Who would bet on a hand like this?

This is too deep for even me.

All good intentions........

Well, this summer I decided I was going to blog....and I did...ONCE.

Now I'm back...and am not so much blogging for the sake of being read as I am blogging for the sake of giving my thoughts a voice.

So....hear we go.

I haven't played much poker lately.  Just haven't had the time.  But I plan on it more soon.

Will give this more direction soon, I promise. 

For now.....this is enough, until I have something real to say.

Popping the Cherry

This is my first time.......I swear. The first time I've put my thoughts out there for someone to read. And I have to admit, this is a hell of a lot scarier than the first time I.......well, nevermind, that is a story for another time.

This won't be the last time that there is sexual innuendo in on of my poker blogs. Poker is incredible. It makes me giggle and squirm and scream out "Fuck" (except in LA and at WSOP events, because I hate penalties). Sex does the same thing. At least good sex does, and at this point in my life why would I settle for anything less than good sex?

So what I anticipate here is a running dialogue. A dialogue between me and......well, me. Sometimes I will be here and there, playing poker.....sometimes I will be home and my topic could be about anything. And sometimes, when you are lucky, maybe I'll just tell you a great story.

But for now.....this is it.....quick, rushed, not really well-prepared.....Damn, I guess a first blog is a lot more like the first time you have sex than I imagined.

So until later....be big stacked and be safe.